Thursday
May242012
Pain: the universe don't give a shit

This is my low back, one week post-surgery, the little button-hole incision healing up just right. Two things are funny about this for me: 1) that the new incision is exactly where the old scar from this surgery #1 13 years ago was, maybe they should just install a zipper; 2) that I can't wash off the X, and oh I've tried, that Dr Lavery drew on my hip before the procedure. X marks the spot.
Funny.
What isn't funny, when I think back on it, is how much pain I was in for so long. I wrote about pain earlier, about how I only endorse two kinds of pain -- childbirth and heartache. All other pain is bullshit.
Physical pain teaches us nothing.
And it ain't the universe's way of telling us, or teaching us, jack-shit.